Oh Look It’s Me Again

Oh look it’s me again

Ugh here we go

I was abused

I was used

I was treated like shit my entire life

Somehow I’m so full of love

All of you are so full of fucking hate

All of you are so full of shit

Oh look who’s happy to see you… oops it’s me again

I’ve been treated like shit but I’m so full of love

All of you been treated with love but you all are so full of shit

I was beaten my entire childhood

I’ve only had 3 Christmases my entire childhood

I woke up with a knife against my throat

Damn that’s crazy though

I’ve been stabbed with a knife

But here you are so full of hate

I don’t understand it

I really don’t understand

I love all of you but you all choose to hate me?

You treat people like they shouldn’t exist

You treat people like shit

You treat people so fucking poorly

God I feel like I’m going insane

Logically speaking I shouldn’t be this loving

But the difference is I don’t want anyone treated like how I was my entire existence

“Oh but Kai you are so ugly”

The fuck did my looks come into this

I don’t give a fuck what you look like

I am so pissed off at this world

You all are a bunch of non-logical fools

How are people so ignorant? So disrespectful? So deceitful?

Is it that you’re born without this?

Are you brainwashed?

Is it that you’re really that much of a piece of garbage

Am I crazy? Well if I wasn’t before… then I’m definitely turning crazy now ughhh FUCK!

It hurts my brain

It breaks my heart

It plays such a toll in my head

I’ll always push out love, go ahead, throw your hate at me some more, treat me like shit some more… you won’t fucking break me

You can’t break me

You will never break me

I’m sorry it isn’t possible

No one can change me

I’ll spread love till the day I fucking die