Oh Look It’s Me Again

Oh look it’s me again 

Ugh here we go 
I was abused
I was used
I was treated like shit my entire life 

Somehow I’m so full of love 
All of you are so full of fucking hate 
All of you are so full of shit 

Oh look who’s happy to see you… oops it’s me again

I’ve been treated like shit but I’m so full of love 
All of you been treated with love but you all are so full of shit 

I was beaten my entire childhood 
I’ve only had 3 Christmases my entire childhood 
I woke up with a knife against my throat
Damn that’s crazy though 
I’ve been stabbed with a knife 

But here you are so full of hate

I don’t understand it
I really don’t understand 

I love all of you but you all choose to hate me? 

You treat people like they shouldn’t exist 
You treat people like shit
You treat people so fucking poorly 

God I feel like I’m going insane 

Logically speaking I shouldn’t be this loving 
But the difference is I don’t want anyone treated like how I was my entire existence 

“Oh but Kai you are so ugly”
The fuck did my looks come into this 
I don’t give a fuck what you look like 

I am so pissed off at this world

You all are a bunch of non-logical fools 

How are people so ignorant? So disrespectful? So deceitful? 

Is it that you’re born without this? 
Are you brainwashed? 
Is it that you’re really that much of a piece of garbage 

Am I crazy? Well if I wasn’t before… then I’m definitely turning crazy now ughhh FUCK!

It hurts my brain 
It breaks my heart
It plays such a toll in my head 

I’ll always push out love, go ahead, throw your hate at me some more, treat me like shit some more… you won’t fucking break me
You can’t break me
You will never break me 

I’m sorry it isn’t possible 
No one can change me

I’ll spread love till the day I fucking die

rap