F YOU!!

Yeah…

Static in my chest, bass in my head

Love rotted, turned rancid, now I’m sleepin’ with dread

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!

Fuck love, fuck trust, fuck everything we knew

Fuck prayers, fuck hope, fuck thinkin’ we’re cool

I don’t miss you, I miss who I was before you

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!

Middle fingers up, yeah, both in stereo too

Heart blacked out, soul stuck in the glue

Obsession got a leash and I’m draggin’ you through

I loved you like a sickness, yeah a curse with a smile

Now your name tastes like poison every time it goes by

I was deep in your shadow, now I’m lurkin’ in mine

Talkin’ to the mirror like, “yeah, you wasted your time”

Your lips were a weapon, every word was a lie

I bled in your rhythm, you just watched me die

I hate how I crave you, hate the pull, hate the pull

Dark love got me chained, yeah I played the fool

Still see your face when the lights go low

Still feel your ghost when the bass hit slow

I don’t want peace, I don’t want control

I want you gone but you live in my skull

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!

Fuck tears on the floor, fuck the shit we been through

Fuck promises whispered when the lights were blue

Now it’s all just noise and I’m screamin’ at you

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!

Every beat got rage, every line tattooed

I don’t love you, nah—but I’m stuck on you too

That’s the sick part, yeah, the part I can’t undo

I hate-love the pain, yeah I swim in the ache

Dark funk in my veins, let the speakers vibrate

I’d rot in this feeling just to feel somethin’ real

Even hatred feels warmer than the numb that I feel

You said I was toxic, yeah maybe that’s true

But you drank me down till it poisoned you too

Now we’re both fucked up, just in different rooms

I scream in my songs, you just hum to the tune

If obsession’s a god then I’m stuck on my knees

Prayin’ to forget you but you won’t let me leave

I don’t want your body, I don’t want your name

I just want the silence without screamin’ your face

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!

Fuck closure, fuck healing, fuck tryin’ to be new

Fuck the dark love high, fuck the crash comin’ through

I’m alive in the hate, yeah it’s all because of you

Fuck this, fuck that, fuck me? fuck you!!

Say it back, say it loud, let it splinter the room

I’m not yours anymore but I’m scarred by you too

So I scream it in rhythm till the hate feels smooth

Yeah…

Fuck you…

And fuck me for meanin’ it.