Hurt you…

I fucked myself up to many times didn’t mean to hurt you I’ve been in that mood again questioning my worth oh ah hey

Look me in my eyes will you take me as I am or will you leave me in the dark everytime I sleep I see your face she

Said she here for me but I know I’m probably wasting her time you said I gotta stay strong didn’t mean to hurt

You I wish I could call you but I know your probably annoyed with me I’ve got to many demons you dont know what

I’m going through when I’m by myself I’m so tired of letting my demons win

I haven’t smile in a long time with all this

Pain I got inside me I’m to afraid to fuck what we got tell me how can I do better

With all these scars every time I hear

My phone I pray it’s you hitting my phone just being on the phone makes me feel okay even tho Ive been so

Misused lately I’ve been so cold inside my chest but there’s a warm spot thanks to you ain’t tryna stress you out

That’s why I tend to get distant till I get my mind right smoking so much I black out when it’s late at night I miss hearing

Your voice I miss seeing your face didn’t mean to fuck us up but I tend to fuck up whenever there’s love involved tryna

Make sure you understand me better (hey) I miss the way you smile when I look at you ain’t tryna stress you out

I know I’m hard to love can’t really blame you cause you shouldn’t have to heal something you didn’t break lately

I’ve been so lost inside my mind whenever I see you I tend to fall for you

I miss the way you talk to me & I know

You’ve been hurt before that’s why I’m tryna show you a better version of me

Cause I get so lost in your eyes but I

Know you’d probably be wondering if I’m real didn’t mean to fight with you

Didn’t mean to fight with you I tend to

Fuck up when good things happen to me you can see in my eyes I’m suffering

Silently but not with you only tryna give

You love I really wish you was with me when it’s late at night but I know there’s a lot to talk about you’ve told me all

Your secrets i still gotta tell you mine I know but I’ve been so busy inside my studio I haven’t really been speaking

I’ve been so lost for so long can you catch me if I fall down (fucked up way to many times) I wanna call you but I

Know you’re probably still mad at me so I run to the mic to cope with the pain I have inside my soul I’m so tired of

Letting my demons win maybe I should be focused on you maybe I should be focusing on my music till the time is

Right I just pray I don’t fuck this up I wanna be with you but I feel no one understands me like you didn’t mean to

Hurt you I just need to do better when it comes to you…..(didn’t mean to fight with you)