PARTY IN MY MIND

Yeah Next Gen made it right

Heart racin’ like I’m in the club with no exit

Thoughts poppin’ bottles, yeah, this brain is reckless

Every laugh is laced with a little depression

DJ in my head just keep spinnin’ these questions

Love me or hate me, it’s the same from the crowd

Happiness fadin’ like the smoke in the clouds

I used to dream of the lights and the fame

Now I pray I wake up and feel sane

I can’t tell what’s real or a fantasy

Voices talkin’ loud like they family

Tryna keep my cool with insanity

But the bass in my head got a hold on me

There’s a party in my mind, but nobody’s invited

Demons dancin’ in the strobe lights, I can’t fight it

Fake smiles all around, yeah, they all one-sided

Feelin’ so alive, but inside, I’m the quietest

Pourin’ out my pain, let it rain in the night

Bottle in my hand, tryna drown out the fright

They see the glow, but not the fire I hide

There’s a party in my mind — you don’t want that invite

Told my therapist, “This feel like a festival”

But all my guests are ghosts, it’s unethical

Dance floor full of trauma and chemicals

Turned my memories into these spectacles

Used to pop confetti, now I pop these pills

Used to chase dreams, now I just sit still

Wanna break free but I’m locked in tight

Mirrorball reflections of a fight-or-flight

There’s a party in my mind, but nobody’s invited

Demons dancin’ in the strobe lights, I can’t fight it

Fake smiles all around, yeah, they all one-sided

Feelin’ so alive, but inside, I’m the quietest

Pourin’ out my pain, let it rain in the night

Bottle in my hand, tryna drown out the fright

They see the glow, but not the fire I hide

There’s a party in my mind — you don’t want that invite

If I let you in, would you run or stay?

Would you help me clean up this mental rave?

I’m tryna find peace in a mind that raves

But the party never ends — it just fades

There’s a party in my mind, but nobody’s invited

Demons dancin’ in the strobe lights, I can’t fight it

Fake smiles all around, yeah, they all one-sided

Feelin’ so alive, but inside, I’m the quietest

Pourin’ out my pain, let it rain in the night

Bottle in my hand, tryna drown out the fright

They see the glow, but not the fire I hide

There’s a party in my mind — you don’t want that invite

Lights flicker slow, crowd fades away

But the beat in my brain still wants to play

This ain’t joy, it’s just disguise

Welcome to the party in my mind