I love you Renee

A message to my daughter 

Renée I love you 
I always have and I always will

I’m sorry mama be starting up drama while smoking her marijuana

Baby girl I’m sorry I wasn’t there 
I know you aren’t fully aware 
This life ain’t fair 

Baby mama be starting up her drama while having an affair 
I wish I could repair this broken family where we could live happily 

I feel like this is insanity where she won’t allow me to be there 

I swear I’d be there if she didn’t declare for me to not me there (this is so unfair) 

I want to put the blame on her
At the same time tho how am I supposed to put the blame on her?

Am I the reason she chose to have an affair, am I to blame for her actions? am I the one being unfair? all I can do is think while laying here

I just want to be the best dad in the world

I’ve been single for 2 years
Meanwhile she with a different dude every day of the year

She kept me away from you for 2 years 
She paints this picture where I’m the bad guy
Every night I see my destination to the sky

Daddy is not going anywhere, I’m still here

Renée, I balled my eyes out last night 
I don’t know how much longer I can keep up with this fight

Sincerely your dad Kai

Renee, Even if you’re told I don’t care,
Daddy’s love will always be there

All I can do is ask for everyone to send a prayer 

I love you Renée
Daddy isn’t going anywhere 

I love Renée
Daddy is not going nowhere 

Renée, Daddy loves you through and through, always and forever, just for you

(Daddy is going nowhere)

I look up for God but I’m stuck in repair

I see my destination to the sky but I’m not going anywhere,
knees on the floor but nobody hears my prayer

(I love you Renée) daddy isn’t going anywhere

I’m watching you grow from the side of the frame
Smiling through pictures while I’m drowning in pain

I’m not perfect, I know I made mistakes
But I never meant for this heartbreak 

They say move on, but they don’t understand, How do you let go when you’re still a dad?

I’ll wait in the shadows, I’ll wait in the rain
Praying one day you’ll run to my name

(I love you Renée, Daddy isn’t going anywhere)

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