I’m sorry about this…but I’m back on the drugs again. Sometimes I take too much of them. I know you don’t really want me on them but that’s just the way that I am. (I am) I just upped my dose again, I’m sorry. A full Perc 30 crushed up, I’m getting dizzy. 2 Xannies 3MG hidden under my tongue in 15 minutes I’ll be blacked out dumb.. (Uh) Don’t test me, if I wanna be drugged up then don’t fucking blame me. If I wanna die peacefully then fucking let me. It’s just the way my dice was rolled and I get it if you see me as a criminal. Back on the drugs again. This Perco, I’m mixin it with HI-C. Lean sipping, mix it up with some codeine. Morphine drippin in me in the back seat. Molly, bitch Ima mix that up with the ketamine. Kitty flip, hopefully it won’t keep me spacey and It will make me honest about what’s going on with me. (Uh) Back on the drugs again because I can’t stand it, honestly. Fuck society and fuck reality. Fuck all those motherfuckers that say one thing but turn around and pretend like it was nothing. I’m done with all the fake shit and believe me because I really fucking mean it. All this pain in the real world is so fucking much to handle. Seems like every fucking news you get is extremely fatal. Can you handle it? Can you handle it? Will you sustain it? As long as I contain it. I’m talking about all the drugs I fuck with and I don’t blame you if you say the fuck with it. Leave me in the dust because I’m a fucking loser. Will never gain your trust because you see me as a user. Don’t call it a bluff, I just need the drugs to feel pure. This life was made for me and definitely not her. Back on the fucking drugs again. Maybe they are my only friends. I know you don’t really want me on them but that’s just the way that I am. I’m sorry…. I’m back on the drugs again. Sometimes I take too much of them. I know you don’t really want me on them but that’s just the way that I am. Will you handle it? Will you handle it? Can you sustain it? As long as I contain it. I’m talking about all the drugs I fuck with and I don’t blame you if you say the fuck with it. She said the fuck with it. Now she’s gone. It’s on me. She said she couldn’t do it. I was wrong. They’ll see. Goodbye.

Back On Th Drugs AgAiN x2