Intro Yeah Uh I been wide awake with nightmares Yeah Chorus I been poppin’ pain just to feel somethin’, yeah Demons in my head, I don’t need no friends Love turn cold, heart numb, I don’t feel nothin’ I don’t trust nobody, they all pretend I been livin’ fast, pray I see tomorrow Money in my hand but my soul still hollow I been wide awake with nightmares, no sleep Tryna drown the pain but it swims too deep Verse 1 I been fuckin’ up my liver, pour another cup Mama said slow down, but I’m speedin’ up I don’t wanna feel shit, that’s the reason I’m numb If I let my guard down, I’m bleedin’ too much Every bitch say “I love you,” that shit be a lie They love the lifestyle, not the tears in my eyes I been runnin’ from my past, yeah, I’m livin’ in sin Tryna pray it all away but I relapse again Got pills in my pocket, voices in my head Told me “you ain’t shit,” now they want me dead I smile in the mirror but I hate who I am I don’t need a handout, I need a damn chance Heart so cold, yeah it came with frostbite Love me in the dark but you leave when it’s daylight They don’t give a fuck till your name get buzz Then they say they proud, but it’s fake as fuck Chorus I been poppin’ pain just to feel somethin’, yeah Demons in my head, I don’t need no friends Love turn cold, heart numb, I don’t feel nothin’ I don’t trust nobody, they all pretend I been livin’ fast, pray I see tomorrow Money in my hand but my soul still hollow I been wide awake with nightmares, no sleep Tryna drown the pain but it swims too deep Verse 2 She said “baby, you different,” I heard that before Every time I trust, I end up at war I give you my heart, you give me a scar Now I’m ridin’ solo in a stolen car I been drinkin’ Hennessy like it’s holy water Tryna wash away the sins of my father PTSD got me stuck in my ways I don’t fear death, I just fear the pain Lost souls link up, yeah, misery loves company I been poppin’ X like it’s fuckin’ candy Doctor said “chill,” but he don’t know me If I stop feelin’ numb, then it get lonely I been talkin’ to God but I don’t hear back Maybe He busy or I’m too off track I don’t wanna die but I don’t wanna live Stuck in between, I don’t know what to pick Bridge Tell me why love hurt worse than the drugs Tell me why I still miss her touch Tell me why the money don’t help When I’m alone with my thoughts, fuck wealth Chorus I been poppin’ pain just to feel somethin’, yeah Demons in my head, I don’t need no friends Love turn cold, heart numb, I don’t feel nothin’ I don’t trust nobody, they all pretend I been livin’ fast, pray I see tomorrow Money in my hand but my soul still hollow I been wide awake with nightmares, no sleep Tryna drown the pain but it swims too deep Outro Wide awake Still fucked up Still alive Barely

Nightmares