(Dead to the world) (Yeah) Dead to the World, let me revive myself. Traumatic recurrence had me stuck in hell. Fighting my demons with a book of spells. Ranting to women instead of fucking to be healed. The way I used to burying my feelings with pussy and drugs, had me giving up, didn’t care, not a fuck. Had to do a couple lines just to pick me up, a couple xans under my tongue, hid them from the ones I loved. I out did myself it was crystal clear that I had given up, my feelings I wouldn’t share about. It gave you doubt, gave you doubt. (Yeah) It gave you doubt, gave you doubt. (uh) I try to amount to something but it gives me nothing. Feels like life is lying to hide its corruption. I just hope for my redemption from the drugs reflecting in my eyes. I’m still craving, I won’t lie. (Uh) (Uh) (Uh) (Uh My demons have been exposed, “uh-oh”. What am I gonna do, who knows? All this pain you don’t have a fucking clue. No wonder why I’m constantly used. (Boo who) To think how many times we screwed. I always thought of you but I don’t think you thought of me too. How could you? Do you know what that could do? That type of pain is too much to bear through. They don’t care. Honestly it’s something we share. Fuck you! I mean love you. Sorry I’m just struggling with you. Thought I had it all. I wish my pain was gone. I wish we could get along but no. Dead to the World, let me revive myself. Traumatic recurrence had me stuck in hell. Fighting my demons with a book of spells. Ranting to women instead of fucking to be healed. I out did myself it was crystal clear that I had given up, my feelings I wouldn’t share about. It gave you doubt, gave you doubt. (Yeah) It gave you doubt, gave you doubt. (uh) It gave you doubts but I wanna talk about how you used me and left without the sweatshirt I got you and now it’s over. Now I’m a loser. I wanted to be a king like Luther. I want my dreams with closure but now I sing “I’m a loser” What happened to my sobriety. What happened to society Everything changed when I lost my virginity. My view on life has changed from the memory’s. The real world’s gone and all of its history. It’s gone. Uh, uh, uh, uh, uh. It’s all gone. (Medicine in you)

Doubt