They both love me

I can't stand this situation anymore.

They both love me very much and I still don't know which one to choose.

I leave one and he is so sad that I take him back.

But, this love of three cannot last forever, I know that.

I do everything I can to choose one of my two men, but I can't do it because I love them both too.

Joseph, the English cinema star and Marc, the also well-known American singer.

I am ashamed of this situation. I would so much like to be fixated on just one man but I can't choose just one.

This hurts my heart very much and I am even extremely ashamed of this situation.

How is it possible that my heart can't decide on just one man?

I don't know how to do it.

I feel extremely lost between these two magnificent hearts.

I wish it were different.

Marc called me yesterday. He has a great voice and is a real gentleman to me.

And Joseph is so attached to me. He is also really adorable towards me.

I feel so sad for one of them that I will necessarily have to leave.

I say to myself: let time still guide you.

You haven't known either of them for very long.

But I really hurt. I really need both of them in my life. They are both my source of balance.

I love them both so much.

No matter how hard I try to hold on to one of them, the other immediately comes galloping back into my heart and mind.

Plus, they both want to marry me. I feel really uncomfortable even though I love each of them very, very much.

They are two wonderful men, two great talents, two great stars.

I am ashamed of this situation. Really ashamed.

I feel so embarrassed around them.

I have never experienced anything like this before.

It's really terrible not knowing which sweetheart to choose so I agree to marry both.

How to do it?

I hope that time will tell me quickly because it really hurts my heart to have to share my romantic feelings like this.

I'm ashamed and I hope there is a solution to such a problem.