Bully in my head

[Pre-Chorus — Build]

I’m reaching for my voice, just want to be heard today
Echoes trapped, glass light in the fray.
If I can’t hear myself, who will hear me?
Shadows in my mind steal the glow…
hold… hold…
Drop coming — can’t control…

[Chorus — Drop]

It’s a bully in my head, pushing me down,
Mountains out of minutes, spinning me ’round.
Says I’m not enough, says I’ll never be more—
Here I stand in the wreckage of the piles on the floor.
But I’m still here… still here…

[Verse 2 — Flow / Tension]

Steps feel heavy, sinking slow,
Trying to clear my mind but the clutter won’t go.
Human in a storm nobody sees,
Breathing between the pressure and the pleasure 
Stand tall, ground leans back—
Shadows throwing punches till I crack.

[Pre-Chorus — Build Again]

Voice barely there, fragile in the air,
Whispers turn to roars I don't dare.
Even if today left me on the floor,
Hold it… feel it… before the drop.


[Chorus — Drop]

It’s a bully in my head, pushing me down,
Mountains out of minutes, spinning me ’round.
Says I’m not enough, says I’ll never be more—
Here I stand in the wreckage of the piles on the floor.
But I’m still here… still here…
For sure

[Bridge — Atmospheric / Pre-Drop Build]

One day Ill be ok, even weighed, I'll rise
From the mess that tried to break me, unafraid.
Shadows can throw shade, but they can’t define—
The voice I lost is still mine.

[Final Chorus — Big Drop]

It’s a bully in my head, but I push back now,
Every small win counts, I’m learning how.
Maybe healing starts in the mess I made—

Ambient EDM
progressive trance
Future Bass
Dream punk
Electro house
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