In My Head

(Verse 1)

I wake up drowning in a voice that isn’t mine

It tells me secrets, drips like venom down my spine

“She’s lying to you, tear her open, make her bleed”

“Take what’s yours, let them suffer, plant the seed”

Every whisper, every scream, I feel them clawing in my skull

I try to fight, but they won’t stop until I lose control

(Pre-Chorus)

They’re laughing—inside me

They’re pushing—deny me

I’m slipping—I can’t tell

If they’re mine or something else

(Verse 2)

Clock is ticking, boss walks by without a glance

The voices whisper, “Now’s your only fucking chance”

Close the blinds, lock the door, hear her beg and cry

Tears stream down as I push my way inside

I don’t wanna listen, but they’re louder every day

blink once, blink twice—now pleasure shows me the way

(Chorus)

They’re laughing—inside me

They’re pushing—deny me

I’m slipping—I can’t tell

If they’re mine or something else

(Breakdown)

KILL!

BREAK!

TAKE!

RUIN!

I can’t stop what’s crawling through me

TWIST!

SNAP!

SCREAM!

BLEED!

There’s no voice that can undo me

(Verse 3)

I hear the sirens but the fire’s in my veins

Molotovs crash through the glass like pouring rain

Flames rise high,

cash turns black,

screams fill the air

I watch it burn—watch the system disappear

The voices cheer, say I’ve finally seen the light

No more waiting, no more chains—it all ends tonight

(Chorus)

They’re laughing—inside me

They’re pushing—deny me

I’m slipping—I can’t tell

If they’re mine or something else

(Verse 4)

Blue lights flash, I’m surrounded in the street

Hands are shaking,

voices laughing,

time to meet defeat

Clip runs dry, but I won’t back down

One last bullet—I refuse to kiss the ground

The shots ring out, I collapse into the heat

The voices fade, and I finally feel…

complete