[Intro – airy guitar, distant vocals]
All alone in a glass house
Lie awake ’til the sun’s out
Pink sky when I come down
I never wanted it my way
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[Verse 1]
Yeah, I lost who I was
Alcohol in my blood
It was killing my brain
Had me numb to the love
I hated myself, hated my guts
Stuck in the rain, stuck in the mud
Life like a flood, drowning in us
Hiding the truth, hiding the cuts
Hiding the tears like I wasn’t hurt
But this pain ran deep, this shit worked
Wishing I’d fade, wishing I’d go
Asking the sky, “Why was I born?”
Why wasn’t I warned ’bout the storms ahead?
All the nights crying alone in bed
Devil in the corner, waiting his turn
Caught me slipping when my trust got burned
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[Pre-Chorus]
If there’s a God, why won’t he speak?
If there’s a God, why feel so weak?
If there’s a God, please rescue me
Before I lose what’s left of me
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[Chorus]
All alone in a glass house
Wide awake ’til the sun’s out
I tried love through the drugs now
Lost myself when I shut down
Throw me in the flame, let it burn away
Wash me clean with the rain again
If I break, let it shape my pain
I’m still here — I didn’t fade
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[Verse 2]
I searched for love in a chemical high
Thought numbing the hurt would heal my mind
But it only buried the real inside
Insecurity feeding me lies
Too proud to ask for help at all
Fake smiles hanging on the wall
Walking on eggshells every day
One wrong step and I’d break in half
Mask on tight, couldn’t take it off
Heart so cold it almost dissolved
Hatred grew, it evolved with time
But I came to my senses just in time
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[Bridge – emotional shift]
Then I realized — my God ain’t fear
My God ain’t shame, my God ain’t tears
My God ain’t pills or a bottle of lies
My God lives deep behind my eyes
My God is love, my God is breath
My God is choosing life from death
I stopped looking up, started looking in
And found the light I buried then
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[Final Chorus – bigger, cathartic]
All alone in a glass house
But the cracks let the light out
Every scar got a sound now
Every fall taught me how
Throw me in the flame, I won’t burn away
I’ll come back stronger from yesterday
What didn’t kill me wrote my name
In the fire — I stayed
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[Outro – quiet, reflective]
Every breath we take is divine
Every wound just rewrote time
I turned my pain to art instead
Darkest nights lead brightest days
Have faith
Just believe
Forever