You Don't Even Know

…… phantom….

..Oh my god … there is so much hatred here how!!

Oh, it's hard to say,

When feelings break,

The silence weighs heavy,

Like a troubled ache.

You were my anchor in a stormy sea,

But now you’ve become a part of me,

A shadow creeping in the light,

With every promise left unmade,

You turned day into night.

Once we danced in dreams so clear,

Now all I feel is this bitter fear,

How could we fall, how could we break?

Every glance feels like a heartache.

You don’t even know,

How much I hate you,

Like a storm cloud brews,

In a sky once so blue.

Trust twisted like a knife,

You left me here to fight,

Oh, you don’t even see,

The wreck you made of me.

Memories linger like smoke in the air,

Each time I see you, I’m lost in despair,

Your laughter echoes, a haunting refrain,

I drown in a sea of all this pain.

Once the laughter filled my soul,

But now it's demons taking their toll,

How could we come to this cruel place?

Now every look feels like a chase.

You don’t even know,

How much I hate you,

Like a storm cloud brews,

In a sky once so blue.

Trust twisted like a knife,

You left me here to fight,

Oh, you don’t even see,

The wreck you made of me.

There’s a fire deep within,

Turning ashes to a brand new skin,

One day I'll rise from this pain,

And find the light once again.

You don’t even know,

How much I hate you,

Like a storm cloud brews,

In a sky once so blue.

Trust twisted like a knife,

You left me here to fight,

Oh, you don’t even see,

The wreck you made of me.

But here I stand with broken wings,

I’ll find my strength in whispered things,

You thought you won this bitter game,

But one day you’ll remember my name.