Nobody know the battles I face
Nobody know the chances I take
How I’m glad that I wake up
But sad that I feel love
It’s cold cruel world
And I’m barly getting by
It’s only the one precent that’s keeping me alive
And I wish they could see when I’m in a room and suddenly I can barely breath
Ohhh how I wish they could see
All the pain that lives deep inside of me
Ohhh ohhh ohhh
Cuz maybe then they would start treating me differently
I pull the plug no more love from me
File that under history one to many chances
Fucked up too badly
Wish I could lose your face
But you live in my brain no more ways to thinks
You poison me with thoughts of negativity
Some call call for help
Gonna need CPR once I rip open these scars
I’m gonna bleed internally
Slowly suffering
Ohhh ohhh
It’s the long night late fights
Red flags and warnings signs
It’s the love lies hate vibes
Been keeping me up at night