Stupid shit

I'm just thinking always constantly thinking

was I always this way or is it from the drinking

Or the tweeking man it must be

So dam much that I don't even trust me

or you too don't trust no one

I was watching YouTube Henderson and shogun

Like I be thinking some fights in UFC

Just to get my mind off thinking of me

That's depression so much thoughts I should of learn my lesson

Where did I go wrong I'm a keep guessing

Did the devil make me do it no excuses

I'm a blaze the flute and get abusive

Yeah I'm stupid no one is perfect

I'm broke because I no longer work bitch

disabled from my heart no check in 2;years

But money is the least of my fears

Only fear God the rest I don't concern

Love don't live here anymore I already had my turn

It is what it is I don't need to go there

I can show you love but it's like who cares

who dare say something different

I'm all alone everyday I'm not dissing

so I'm missing a big part of my life

Not giving up but how much I gotta try

You wonder why what the fuck would you do

I've been lost in this world and that's the truth

I get it I need to figure out myself

I can't really count on anybody's help

I can go to hell basically how I felt

How else would you feel with no wealth and my health

Trying to get by get a little better

My suicide note return to sender

Yes it exist like the thought in my mind

A man can only take so much but I think I be fine

I was just thinking so much bullshit in my head

You can born again forget the stupid shit i said