Change on me

Everyone said there’s something thats changed in me

My soul always sad the devil got ahold on me

Too many girls did me wrong

I fight to go to sleep thinkin I’m gonna die

Everyday my heart not doing good can’t stay strong

Everyone sayin I’ll be fine

But they don’t know what I feel but I can’t cry

Lost my feelings 3 years ago in July

I can’t trust these bitches all they do is lie

Shit gets harder even when I try

She told him she loved him I’m not that guy

She did it to get in my head, so I hope she lied

I don’t think she was cuz the way the was lookin at him

Now I replaced her with a bottle of Jin

In the shower thinkin bout all my sins

You showed me fake love, I can’t love again

Not to these bitches

They Mixing up my chemicals like witches

You cut too deep had to get stitches

Too hung up on you

To want better for myself

I’m trapped in a cell

I treated them all too well

But I’m sad you did me wrong

I really liked you

Now I love the drugs but not too much

Cuz i got trust issues

Idk what to do

I tried dying for you

Your stuck in my dreams

That’s the only time I talk to you

Baby for you imma feen

Nodding off of the Xanny

Memories, stuck to me like glue

Physical and mental pain

Pollute my fuckin brain

I try to forget your face, but nothin ain’t new

Wishes, they never come true

Bitches, never know what they gone do

Everyday I find myself drinking lately

Mixing different liquors like it’s a potion

Just so I can slow my minds motion

I hate that I think about you on a daily

But apart of me doesn’t want you runnin away from my memory

Gotta stay strong, gotta stay clean

Drugs on my mind while she take blow on my body