Change on me

Everyone said there’s something thats changed in me
My soul always sad the devil got ahold on me
Too many girls did me wrong 
I fight to go to sleep thinkin I’m gonna die
Everyday my heart not doing good can’t stay strong 
Everyone sayin I’ll be fine
But they don’t know what I feel but I can’t cry
Lost my feelings 3 years ago in July 
I can’t trust these bitches all they do is lie 
Shit gets harder even when I try 
She told him she loved him I’m not that guy
She did it to get in my head, so I hope she lied
I don’t think she was cuz the way the was lookin at him 
Now I replaced her with a bottle of Jin 
In the shower thinkin bout all my sins 
You showed me fake love, I can’t love again 
Not to these bitches
They Mixing up my chemicals like witches 
You cut too deep had to get stitches 


Too hung up on you 
To want better for myself 
I’m trapped in a cell 
I treated them all too well
But I’m sad you did me wrong 
I really liked you 
Now I love the drugs but not too much 
Cuz i got trust issues 
Idk what to do 
I tried dying for you
Your stuck in my dreams 
That’s the only time I talk to you
Baby for you imma feen 
Nodding off of the Xanny 
Memories, stuck to me like glue 
Physical and mental pain
Pollute my fuckin brain
I try to forget your face, but nothin ain’t new
Wishes, they never come true
Bitches, never know what they gone do
Everyday I find myself drinking lately 
Mixing different liquors like it’s a potion 
Just so I can slow my minds motion 
I hate that I think about you on a daily
But apart of me doesn’t want you runnin away from my memory 
Gotta stay strong, gotta stay clean
Drugs on my mind while she take blow on my body

Contemporary R&B, black male vocals, singing heart out, romantic, sexy, vibey, rap, heavy bass