[Intro] [Verse] Its been, 300 days since I got to love you & longer since the day I chose to leave Little did I know how hard it would be To let you go, to mourn & grieve You're the longest person I've known Gave you my everything Never had love in ways your show'n & so, I would keep on giving [Prechorus] Gave more than I had I didnt know that Supposedly I was meant to hold onto some for me (& thats why...) [Chorus] I forgot that I was, The woman you fell for Because I thought, That Showing up for you Meant that I needed to, Sacrifice all the parts of me You seemed like you hated Or that made you get frustrated With me & thadid what I could to Make sure I didnt lose you Body took more than it could bare Gave up on us before I was aware That we Were living in our worst nightmare [Verse 2] Fell for eachother, as eachother, You do you & I'll do me But kept trying to change into who we believed the other wanted us to be In the end, ultimately That fucked us both, equally. We were supposed to love eachother, Not fight a war against one another Or Constantly be frustrated & sad - we were meant to understand Why we did what we did & all the ways that we made each our lives so fucking hard everyday Til we had to give up cos we'd gone through so much cos the world had already been so fucken rough - on both of us! [Prechorus] & thats cos We didn't know The love we had wasnt first rate It was a total shit show Where we Cut eachother with words that got sharper than a knife & hurt even harder Leaving wounds so fucken deep That the only thing left was for you to leave. [Chorus] I forgot the woman you fell for was me Cos I believed Showing up for you, meant I needed to, Sacrifice the parts that seemed Like you hated me always frustrated at me So Did what I thought would make sure I didnt lose you But my body couldn't handle it anymore [Bridge][heartbreak][ Oo oh oh ohhh We know, we tried over & over, again & again & Love isn't always enough It's been blinding us To stick to vows that we made Yet constantly continued to break Why do we keep on pretending Not to see that obviously Its time - this is our ending [Verse 3][rap][fast] At least we tried our best It's hurt both of us so much Now it's time to rest (We can) Heal, cry, get angry and try To move on, to carry on Feels so fucked up like I wanna die I can't do it i don't want to i don't know why I can't breathe , can't sleep, can't eat I can't be away from you I can't leave This wasn't supposed to happen to me God Dammit! You're my family! What the hell do I do now!?! Theres no more you, I know I gotta stop seeing you Wanting to be with you, talk to you, & Share my things with you No more thinking of you & dreaming of you & I gotta stop planning my future with you! Oh my god! The rest of life I was supposed to have with you!! Gotta let go of that too You left me & I left you No idea how to live without you here Feels so wrong But its time to say goodbye to fear & try to carry on [Outro]

Just go