Glass God

Title: "Glass God"

I wear a smile like a suicide vest

Counting down every breath

I've been praying to a god of glass

But he shatters under stress

These voices in my head got opinions

Like I'm a crime scene, not a victim

They wanna see me crawl, see me split

But I was born in the wreckage — I'm used to it

I'm a glitch in your holy code

Baptized in fire, dressed in smoke

I'm the thorn you kissed to bleed

Tell me, does the pain make you believe?

Break me, shape me

I'm not who I used to be

Save me, hate me

I wear your scars like jewelry

Tell your glass god he’s out of time

I built my heaven from broken lies

So break me, shape me —

I'm divine in entropy

Took my shame and stitched it into armor

Now I’m colder, now I’m harder

I’m the silence after screaming

I’m the reason for your grieving

You sold salvation in a pillbox

Now you’re shocked I built a guillotine

Put your faith in the mirror

And bow down to your own disease

I’m the sin you won’t confess

Bleeding truth through your Sunday dress

If this is grace, then grace is dead

Say amen to the voices in my head

Break me, shape me

I'm not who I used to be

Save me, hate me

I wear your scars like jewelry

Tell your glass god he’s out of time

I built my heaven from broken lies

So break me, shape me —

I'm divine in entropy

God is a ghost with a guilty face

Buried me deep, but I found my place

Don’t need your light — I’ve got the flame

Born in chaos, I remember my name

So pray for me if it helps you sleep

But I’m not the one who’s on my knees

This holy war’s inside of me

Your heaven was never meant for me