Counting Sheep in the Dark

[Intro]  
Oh, the night won’t let me go,  
As the moonlight steals my soul,  
Counting sheep 'til dawn’s first glow,  
In the silence, I lose control.  
[Verse 1]  
There’s a shadow on my walls,  
Echoes of the night’s soft calls,  
Tossing, turning, heartbeats race,  
Searching for that sacred space.  
[Pre-Chorus]  
And I swear I’ve counted dreams,  
Each one fades like whispered screams,  
In the cloak of dark despair,  
Sheep parade, but I can’t bear.  
[Chorus]  
So I count more sheep than Wales knows,  
Through fields of white, my anguish grows,  
Every bleat, a sigh, a curse,  
In this night, I’m trapped, immersed.  
[Verse 2]  
PTSD’s grip is tight,  
Haunting visions in the night,  
Every pasture, every lane,  
Brings the weight of all my pain.  
[Pre-Chorus]  
And I’m whispering quiet pleas,  
To the stars, floating on the breeze,  
But the calm eludes my mind,  
In the dark, I’m left behind.  
[Chorus]  
So I count more sheep than the entirity of Wales has living there   
Through fields of white, my anguish grows,  
Every bleat, a sigh, a curse,  
In this night, I’m trapped, immersed.  
[Bridge]  
If I could sleep for just one night,  
Free from shadows, find the light,  
I’d trade my sorrow for sweet dreams,  
Escaping this chaotic theme.  
[Outro]  
But for now, I’ll count them still,  
Through the dawn with aching will,  
In the quiet, pain repeats,  
As I count those woolly fleets.

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