Lightning

## Verse 1

*Always me hitting you up, always me checking in*

*While you act like I don't exist, where the fuck do I begin?*

*I'm the one who gives a damn when your world falls apart*

*But when I need you most, you just break my fucking heart*

*Tired of being the one who cares, tired of the chase*

*Tired of loving someone who spits right in my face*

*Five years meant nothing? Guess I'm fucking disposable*

*While I'm fighting for my sanity, you make me feel horrible*

*Always reaching, always trying, always getting nothing back*

*Fuck this one-sided friendship, I'm done picking up your slack*

## Hook/Chorus

*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*

*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*

*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*

*Done being patient, done with every mistake*

*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*

*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*

*BPD means you control my sanity*

*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*

## Verse 2

*So I'm disposable now? After all that we been through?*

*I was there through every breakdown, every time he hurt you*

*But now you silent when I'm struggling, can't even send a text*

*Guess I'm only good for listening when your life's a fucking mess*

*You throw me away like garbage when you get back with that fool*

*Same dude who sabotaged your car, girl you ain't no tool*

*But you treat me like I'm nothing while I'm fighting not to break*

*BPD got me spinning and you don't give a fuck for my sake*

*Disposable friend, disposable heart, disposable me*

*While you chase toxic bullshit, can't you fucking see?*

## Hook/Chorus (Repeat)

*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*

*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*

*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*

*Done being patient, done with every mistake*

*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*

*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*

*BPD means you control my sanity*

*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*

## Bridge

*No more final messages, no more trying to be nice*

*You made your choice crystal clear, now you pay the fucking price*

*I'm done being your therapist when you only want to use*

*My mental health for your convenience, now watch me fucking lose*

*Every ounce of patience that I had left for your games*

*You're the reason that I'm angry, you're the reason for my pain*

## Final Hook/Chorus

*I'm so fucking tired of being the bigger man*

*While you play games with my head, don't think you understand*

*My mental health ain't your toy to fucking break*

*Done being patient, done with every mistake*

*You want toxic? Keep that shit, I'm fucking done*

*Tired of caring more than you, this ain't fun*

*BPD means you control my sanity*

*But I'm taking back my power, fuck your vanity*