Cross My Heart

They don’t even know my name…

Long road, cold hands, no sleep

Cross my heart—

I already lost what you’re trying to take

beat drops

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I’m on my god shit, yeah, you can’t stop me

Straight to the top, they study then copy

You ain’t Kakashi, you ain’t in the lobby

One touch, fade out—rap’s just your hobby

Fuck the world, yeah, I meant what I said

Past on my back, every love one’s dead

I mark my regrets, I don’t beg, I don’t pray

Devil in my ear tryna show me the way

Came from the pound, not the woods you pretend

Run with the wolves? You don’t know how we bled

Talk about change when the checks never came

Crown on my head, I don’t need your name

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Cold heat, feel it burn in my hands

No sleep till I kill this weight in my chest

They all play heroes, I play the end

I am the enemy—not your friend

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Cross my heart, I lost my soul

Let my demons in, they took control

Tried to take my life, it made me cold

I’d burn every fear just to feel whole

Day to night, all the scars I own

Abuse in my blood, yeah, it made me numb

You can’t save me, I walk alone

Cross my heart—I’m already gone

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Pain cut deep, straight into bone

Shame in my chest, yeah, it feels like home

Heart won’t break, I feel complete

All these scars just fuel the beast

Fuck fame, fuck rules, fuck your jewels

I won’t play parts in your broken schools

Chemical pain, black parade

“I’m not okay,” but I still rage

Nomad soul, never stayed

Take aim when we come your way

Blue heat when you see my face

Ash in the wind—that’s your faith

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What the fuck was I supposed to be?

Raised in fire, not built to freeze

I was bruised, bent, broken, beat

Turned that pain into gasoline

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Cross my heart, I lost my soul

Let my demons in, they took control

I’d burn a thousand lies to feel whole

They tried to end me—it made me cold

Through the day, through the night

All that trauma shaped my spine

You can’t save me, that’s alright

I’ll build a world they never knew—

Mine

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They don’t know my name…

But they’ll feel the heat

Cross my heart.