Thoughts of mine

[Intro]
In my feelings and thoughts of my memories I stand alone like always battling and 
Fighting my feelings  like stones thrown in a broken home (stressful)
[Verse 1]
I've  chosen her over anyone of my  ghosts from my past
Each laugh we shared has long Faded away 
I've  hurt for so long but you didn’t see you was to busy trying to brake free
The noise in my head is deafening 
I can never hear myself think
Blood in my eyes but my tear's will never bleed 
Pain in my heart you'll never see I've been though it all  fear of losing with jealousy  confused pain pain do you remember me
I'm scared of  hights butI'm always high
[Chorus]
You all want to live your dreams but I’m still lost in mine in  time you'll see
A story unfinished, a hill too steep 
Wait [cut beat] why (how) 
How selfish caring about your own emotions 
You can’t have a whole new life and a piece of mine
It’s unfair to hold me back while you’re breaking free then wanna leave me caged away  i guess for you it's easier for you that way(way way )way back out of your thoughts if you can help it
[Verse]
 damaged unhealed why do they keep asking me how I feel a picture paints 1000 words 
I don't care about the thing you may of heard 
Can never find peace my soul troubled disturb
So i had a conversation with my daughter up in heaven and it's about time that i
Finally embracing the path I must walk on
I've dealt with and and understand that everything is love has gone.
I gave you my heart and you used it and left it where? I'm so numb to pain that  i don’t even care how can I? Why should I? I was born by myself hopefully I don't die that way too.
[Chorus]
You all want to live your dreams but I’m still lost in mine in  time you'll see
A story unfinished, a hill too steep 
Wait [cut beat] why (how) 
How selfish caring about your own emotions 
You can’t have a whole new life and a piece of mine
It’s unfair to hold me back while you’re breaking free then wanna leave me caged away  i guess for you it's easier for you that way(way way )way back out of your thoughts if you can help it
[Verse]

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