Catastrophe in the Void

I’ve become so aimless

As I venture into the void

I don’t know how to face this

Asteroids are hard to avoid

I try to navigate the field

I lost my defense shield

And I’m losing control

My life is something I hold

My life is something I hold

My life is the only thing I hold

Truth is that’s something that scares me

Like I’m gonna cause my catastrophe

Blow up the most chaotic way

For the sad and the pent up years of rage

Loneliness has my number

This void I can not cover

I thought I was doing just fine

But to my depression I’m blind

I’ve become so shameless

Fake smiles but I’m paranoid

I can only rely on me

And that’s the thing that scares me

My life is something I hold

My life is the only thing I hold

Truth is that’s something that scares me

Like I’m gonna cause my catastrophe

Blow up the most chaotic way

For the sad and the pent up years of rage

Loneliness has my number

This void I can not cover

I thought I was doing just fine

But to my depression I’m blind

Why has my fate lead to this?

Confined to everything that I miss

Why can’t I just live in the now

What is this life that I found?

I’ve become a new man

But now I can barely stand

To go another day

Pretending I’m okay

Truth is that’s something that scares me

Like I’m gonna cause my catastrophe

Blow up the most chaotic way

For the sad and the pent up years of rage

Loneliness has my number

This void I can not cover

I thought I was doing just fine

But to my depression I’m blind