Blackhole Dawn

Life's long road

Sometimes an unbearable load

We live love sing songs and dance

Always hoping life will offer another chance

Entering the final season

Trying to understand it all find meaning and reason

You came this far investing and making mistakes along the way

Still alive yet facing judgement day

Am I just insane

Was it all in vain

Did I fight this long

To discover its all wrong

Has it all been a big fail

Living the last chapter already in hell

Twenty five years together but now I see

She's not anchored but ready to abandon me

Too much harm and damage and providing no light

Her heart and body I've lost through loves long fight

My job too has declared me obsolete

Once admired and respected now lost in defeat

An Army Vet I've seen my pride fade

I face the future feeling nothing not even afraid

Am I just insane

Was it all in vain

Did I fight this long

To discover its all wrong

Has it all been a big fail

Living the last chapter already in hell

So I drift no map and alone

Continuing into the great unknown

I trust no one but me

Where this all goes I'll wait and see

My days of love and passion seem all done

Though I believed she was the one

Professionally I seem obsolete and like excess baggage

Irrelevance replacing a manager so savage

I want peace and stability

Yet have chaos and futility

I believed love was key to all

Only to face an empty void and suffer my endless fall

Am I just insane

Was it all in vain

Did I fight this long

To discover its all wrong

Has it all been a big fail

Living the last chapter already in hell

At the precipice of my sunset tomorrow

My life yields nothing noone and just sorrow