Love You at Your Lowest

You burn the dinner, burn the bridge

Kick the mirror, cut the fringe

Say you're poison, say you're cursed

Laugh like thunder, then it hurts

Eyes like storms at 3 AM

Shakein' pills inside your hand

You say, "Leave, I know you should"

You say, "Run, I'm nothin' good"

I love you at your lowest, when you hate your own reflection

When you're clawing at your skin, beggin' God for disconnection

When you're cursing every breath, sayin' I should turn and go

I love you at your worst, that's the side I wanna know

I love you in the breakdown, mascara on your sleeve

In the spiral, in the blackout, when you don't know what to believe

When you're pushin', when you're pullin', when you're sure you'll die alone

I love you at your worst, like it's carved into my bones (yeah)

You send texts that cut like glass

"Forget my name, erase my past"

Block my number, slam the door

Sit there shaking on the floor

Call yourself a walking scar

Say you're ruined, say you're dark

But I see the kid inside

Beggin' someone stay this time

I love you at your lowest, when you hate your own reflection

When you're clawing at your skin, beggin' God for disconnection

When you're cursing every breath, sayin' I should turn and go

I love you at your worst, that's the side I wanna know

I love you in the breakdown, mascara on your sleeve

In the spiral, in the blackout, when you don't know what to believe

When you're pushin', when you're pullin', when you're sure you'll die alone

I love you at your worst, like it's carved into my bones (yeah, yeah)

Tell me all the ugly thoughts

Spill the venom, flood the rot

You say, "Why would you stay here?"

I say, "This is why I'm here"

I love you at your lowest, when you hate your own reflection

When you're clawing at your skin, beggin' God for disconnection

When you're cursing every breath, sayin' I should turn and go

I love you at your worst, that's the side I wanna know

I love you in the breakdown, mascara on your sleeve

In the spiral, in the blackout, when you don't know what to believe

When you're pushin', when you're pullin', when you're sure you'll die alone

I love you at your worst

You're the one I still call home (yeah)