Out The Blue Throughout The Day

They say life’s too short,

but it’s seemin’ way too long,

bein’ here without you

Tryin’ to cope in a healthy way,

but don’t know how to,

cryin’ out the blue

throughout the day,

then it’s round two

Every mornin’ I wake up,

I’m mournin’, in a bad mood,

in bed, pain embedded,

dreadin’ the afternoon

I don’t know what, but

somethin’ gotta happen soon,

I’m in pieces, tryna find peace,

with no map to use

Lookin’ at your missed calls,

times I ain’t get back to you,

it piss me off,

really set me back a few

Now who the one in need of answers?

Questions I have a few,

I’d like to ask ’em now,

if you have a few

Did you know, (did you know)

How much I loved you?

I hope I said it enough

Always thought we had more time,

turns out time called our bluff

I was busy bein’ busy,

callin’ it survivin’

Now I’m slowin’ down to listen

to the silence

I hear your laugh in my head

brings me peace and denial,

Hard pill to swallow

Taste my tears through my smile,

Did you know, (did you know)

How much I loved you?

I hope I said it enough

Always thought we had more time,

turns out time called our bluff