Corners of the mind

**(Verse 1)**  
Stuck in a corner of my mind, I’m a puppet on a string,  
Creating my own chaos, by playing hide and seek. 
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who’s the monster in disguise?  
With a self shattered from the whole, and a thousand alibis.  
I’m a fuckin mess of contradictions, living life in black and white,  
One moment I'm gazing with stars in my eyes, , then the next, I’m bitching and im ready to fight.  
Crouched in corners of my thoughts, whispers call my name,  
Am I always the one to blame, or just a pawn in this game?  
**(Chorus)**  
I see my true colors and feel them bleed before they fade,  
Try as hard as I might though, see through my facade. 
Awareness cuts deep, but I stay silent so you don't flee 
A prisoner of these damn emotions, searching for some peace.  
**(Verse 2)**  
Sure on the outside I've got pride, but inside, I’m a mess,  
Sometimes I can't believe stand my own reflection, inside its nothing but distress.  
Twisted flames flicker, fueling my despair,  
Chasing validation when I shouldn't even care. 
I laugh to hide the anguish, I smile to mask the fear,  
But every fucking  word I say just pulls me further near.  
Shadows creep and crawl, whispering my flaws,  
In this horror show that is my  I’m the one with no applause.  
**(Chorus)**  
I see my true colors and feel them bleed before they fade,  
Try as hard as I might though, see through my facade. 
Awareness cuts deep, but I stay silent so you don't flee 
A prisoner of these damn emotions, searching for some peace.
**(Bridge)**  
Breaking down the walls, but feeling is what I find,  
Pieces  of my sanity scattered through my mind.  
Trapped in this loop, I’m a ghost of my design,  
Knowing who I am, stull crossing over lines. 
**(Outro)**  
So here I stand, in a pile of despair,  
A paper rewritten over and over, but nothing’s ever there.  
Awareness lingers, like a chill in the air,  
I’m the king of my chaos, reigning in this nightmare.  
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Aggressive hardcore trap rock