Will heaven take a wolf like me

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Prompt / Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Lying in the dark, the night breathes slow,
Talking to the heavens with a voice so low.
“Father, I love You, but I’m split inside,
A wolf in my spirit I can’t seem to hide.”
You heard my mother’s prayer for a son;
You answered with a fighter who would never run.
Half-boy, half-wild, with Your fingerprint there.
(Pre-Chorus)
On my knees, yet I still feel wild,
Your wandering heart, Your strange loved child.
If You shaped my soul to run this free,
Then tell me, Lord, is there room for me?
(Chorus)
Will heaven take a wolf like me,
With a heart that howls and falls on its knees?
I love You, God, but I long to be
More than this skin wrapped around me.
When my spirit breaks from gravity,
Will I stand like a man or run like a beast?
I just want to know my destiny—
Will heaven take a wolf like me?
(Verse 2)
Everyone tries to calm my flame,
Saying, “Just be normal, don’t be so strange.”
But You saw every tear and hidden paw.
I buried the wild just to learn how to stay,
But the wolf kept scratching the walls away.
I’m reaching upward, longing to see
If Your kingdom has space for creatures like me.
(Wolf Voice)
Need pack. Need mate. It’s getting late.
You need fangs, claws, and truth beneath laws.
You need forests and the cold,
A love for your soul that can’t be sold.
You were prayed for, not a mistake,
The howl their love helped wake.
(Me)
If I let you rise and take control,
Will I lose my heart or save my soul?
Or will I finally feel complete,
Running wild at Jesus’ feet?
(Verse 3)
Maybe You let the wolf nature grow
To guard the souls that feel too low.
Wrapped in fur and a coat of fear,
I hear You whisper, “I don’t make mistakes.
Wolf and human, both in you,
Are just two ways My love breaks through.”
(Bridge)
Will I run on hills of golden grass,
Feel the wind like home at last?
Will my pack be there, will my spirit rise,
Howling praise beneath Your skies?
(Final Chorus)
Will heaven take a wolf like me?
I love You, Lord—set my spirit free.
When I close my eyes and finally sleep,
Let Your mercy run wide and deep.
Whisper softly when You’re calling me,
“Yes… heaven takes a wolf like thee.”
(Outro)
Don’t hide your heart, it’s not too late.
If You planted this in me,
Then let me run how I’m made to be.
I’ll find heaven for a wolf like me.