[Lo-fi synth opening] [Verse 1] Heart feelin’ like it’s gonna jump out my chest I’m anxious, I wanna scream, get it out of my head Sleep deprived, overworked, under-slept Energy low like the way I see myself I got dishes in the sink, clothes on the floor Too tired to care, too numb to ignore I get in these moods, I get in these waves I write just to breathe through the weight I been dropping these songs But they feel like trash Every word that I say just cuts me back I wanna feel free But I feel confined By a brain that won’t ever hit rewind [Pre-Chorus] I’m trying to love myself But I don’t know how [Chorus] Clear the room I don’t wanna be seen When I’m breaking down From the weight on me I feel too much But not in the good way Just sadness stuck In my bloodstream Clear the room Let me fall apart I’m tired of acting like I’m not this dark I don’t wanna be numb I just wanna feel Something real [Verse 2] I need to be grounded I need to be okay I keep saying “positivity” But my mind drifts away Late-night thoughts got me pacing the floor Wondering what all this fighting is for Am I gonna get better? More money? More clarity? Or just more nights Where I hate being me Should I focus on love? Should I focus on growth? Should I focus on everything I don’t know I feel like I’m doomed Like the light’s fading out Like February’s already wearing me down I keep fighting in my head But I’m losing the war And I don’t know what I’m living for [Pre-Chorus] I don’t wanna give up But I’m tired inside [Chorus] Clear the room I don’t wanna pretend That I’m holding together When I’m near the end I feel too deep In a world too loud And I don’t know How to calm myself down Clear the room Let me be a mess I’m tired of proving that I’m “my best” I don’t wanna be perfect I just wanna heal I just wanna feel [Bridge] I don’t need answers I just need air I just need someone To say I’m still here I don’t wanna disappear I just want peace From the war inside of me [Final Chorus] Clear the room I’m still trying to fight Even when it feels like I’m losing my mind I’m not done yet Even if I’m low I just need a little light To help me go Clear the room But don’t leave me alone I’m still holding on Even when I’m broke I don’t wanna be numb I just wanna feel Something real