[guitar melody] [Hook] Fucked my life up Chest full of pain Just another one of your memories Whenever you say my name Tell me I ain’t who I once was Lie to my face Missing how it used to be back then But nothing’s the same [Verse 1 – Rap] Told me love don’t live here no more Guess I’m just a ghost behind that door Silhouette in stilettos still dancing in my mind Now you’re just somebody I don’t recognize Burned away the memories, but I kept the pain Still see your face in the rearview when it starts to rain And every drop is just a “what if” Drowning in the silence I could never fix Broken like the heart you left inside my chest Ever since you left, I ain’t been my best [Hook] Fucked my life up Chest full of pain Just another one of your memories Whenever you say my name Tell me I ain’t who I once was Lie to my face Missing how it used to be back then But nothing’s the same [Verse 2 – Rap] Tried to numb it with the liquor and these late nights But in the end, even my shadow doesn’t feel right Wrote a song just to bleed, slits all on the page Tore it up — still trapped in the emptiness and rage How the fuck you got my soul? I just let it be Lit the match while you set fire to our memories Took my heart — Coldplay, that’s why I never sleep Now what’s gone is gone, I let it rest in peace [Pre-Chorus] You say I’m different But I ain’t tryna fake it Just built some walls ‘Cause I got tired of breaking I know I ain’t perfect, I know I got blame But you played your part, now we’re both not the same [Hook] Fucked my life up Chest full of pain Just another one of your memories Whenever you say my name Tell me I ain’t who I once was Lie to my face Missing how it used to be back then But nothing’s the same No, nothing’s the same [Bridge – Half-sung, Half-spoken] Thought you moved on, but you still check in Telling your friends what we “could’ve been” I don’t need closure — I just need peace But every time I breathe, it’s you I still see Left your mark, now it scars when I laugh Hard to move on with my heart in the past [Hook – Final Chorus] Fucked my life up Chest full of pain Just another one of your memories Whenever you say my name Tell me I ain’t who I once was Lie to my face Missing how it used to be back then But nothing’s the same No, nothing’s the same

F***’d my life up