F***’d my life up

[guitar melody]

[Hook]
Fucked my life up
Chest full of pain
Just another one of your memories
Whenever you say my name
Tell me I ain’t who I once was
Lie to my face
Missing how it used to be back then
But nothing’s the same

[Verse 1 – Rap]
Told me love don’t live here no more
Guess I’m just a ghost behind that door
Silhouette in stilettos still dancing in my mind
Now you’re just somebody I don’t recognize
Burned away the memories, but I kept the pain
Still see your face in the rearview when it starts to rain
And every drop is just a “what if”
Drowning in the silence I could never fix
Broken like the heart you left inside my chest
Ever since you left, I ain’t been my best

[Hook]
Fucked my life up
Chest full of pain
Just another one of your memories
Whenever you say my name
Tell me I ain’t who I once was
Lie to my face
Missing how it used to be back then
But nothing’s the same

[Verse 2 – Rap]
Tried to numb it with the liquor and these late nights
But in the end, even my shadow doesn’t feel right
Wrote a song just to bleed, slits all on the page
Tore it up — still trapped in the emptiness and rage
How the fuck you got my soul? I just let it be
Lit the match while you set fire to our memories
Took my heart — Coldplay, that’s why I never sleep
Now what’s gone is gone, I let it rest in peace

[Pre-Chorus]
You say I’m different
But I ain’t tryna fake it
Just built some walls
‘Cause I got tired of breaking
I know I ain’t perfect, I know I got blame
But you played your part, now we’re both not the same

[Hook]
Fucked my life up
Chest full of pain
Just another one of your memories
Whenever you say my name
Tell me I ain’t who I once was
Lie to my face
Missing how it used to be back then
But nothing’s the same
No, nothing’s the same

[Bridge – Half-sung, Half-spoken]
Thought you moved on, but you still check in
Telling your friends what we “could’ve been”
I don’t need closure — I just need peace
But every time I breathe, it’s you I still see
Left your mark, now it scars when I laugh
Hard to move on with my heart in the past

[Hook – Final Chorus]
Fucked my life up
Chest full of pain
Just another one of your memories
Whenever you say my name
Tell me I ain’t who I once was
Lie to my face
Missing how it used to be back then
But nothing’s the same
No, nothing’s the same

Emo rap, pop punk, emo rock, alternative