F***’d my life up

Fucked my life up

Chest full of pain

Just another one of your memories

Whenever you say my name

Tell me I ain’t who I once was

Lie to my face

Missing how it used to be back then

But nothing’s the same

Told me love don’t live here no more

Guess I’m just a ghost behind that door

Silhouette in stilettos still dancing in my mind

Now you’re just somebody I don’t recognize

Burned away the memories, but I kept the pain

Still see your face in the rearview when it starts to rain

And every drop is just a “what if”

Drowning in the silence I could never fix

Broken like the heart you left inside my chest

Ever since you left, I ain’t been my best

Fucked my life up

Chest full of pain

Just another one of your memories

Whenever you say my name

Tell me I ain’t who I once was

Lie to my face

Missing how it used to be back then

But nothing’s the same

Tried to numb it with the liquor and these late nights

But in the end, even my shadow doesn’t feel right

Wrote a song just to bleed, slits all on the page

Tore it up — still trapped in the emptiness and rage

How the fuck you got my soul? I just let it be

Lit the match while you set fire to our memories

Took my heart — Coldplay, that’s why I never sleep

Now what’s gone is gone, I let it rest in peace

You say I’m different

But I ain’t tryna fake it

Just built some walls

‘Cause I got tired of breaking

I know I ain’t perfect, I know I got blame

But you played your part, now we’re both not the same

Fucked my life up

Chest full of pain

Just another one of your memories

Whenever you say my name

Tell me I ain’t who I once was

Lie to my face

Missing how it used to be back then

But nothing’s the same

No, nothing’s the same

Thought you moved on, but you still check in

Telling your friends what we “could’ve been”

I don’t need closure — I just need peace

But every time I breathe, it’s you I still see

Left your mark, now it scars when I laugh

Hard to move on with my heart in the past

Fucked my life up

Chest full of pain

Just another one of your memories

Whenever you say my name

Tell me I ain’t who I once was

Lie to my face

Missing how it used to be back then

But nothing’s the same

No, nothing’s the same