"Chasing the High"

I wake up in a fog, can't shake the cold,
My body's craving more than I can hold.
Tears run like rivers, my mind's a cage,
Every moment a battle, stuck in this rage.
The world is spinning, but I can't catch a thing,
My hands shake, I'm begging for the fix to bring.
The silence is deafening, the pain so loud,
I'm sinking deeper, can't escape this crowd.
I’m chasing the high that I used to know,
A fleeting peace that helps me let go.
But now I’m drowning in the deep, dark sea,
Chasing the high, but it’s running from me.
The hunger's a fire, it's burning my skin,
Every thought I have pulls me back again.
My heart beats like thunder, I can't find the rest,
I’m lost in this fight, failing the test.
The walls close in, and I can't breathe,
Memories of pleasure just leave me deceived.
Every step I take just leads me to more,
But I can't outrun the ghosts at my door.
I’m chasing the high that I used to know,
A fleeting peace that helps me let go.
But now I’m drowning in the deep, dark sea,
Chasing the high, but it’s running from me.
I thought I could handle it, thought I was strong,
But now I see I’ve been so wrong.
The pain is my prison, it’s all I’ve got,
The chains that bind me, I can’t escape this thought.
I’m chasing the high that I used to know,
A fleeting peace that helps me let go.
But now I’m drowning in the deep, dark sea,
Chasing the high, but it’s running from me.
I’m reaching, I’m falling, but the void’s too deep,
I’m chasing the high, but I can’t find sleep.
The road’s getting longer, and I can’t run free,
Chasing the high, but it’s killing me.

Dark Cyberpunk Techno with Haunting Melodies and Heavy Beats