I love you so much though

Of course you are so far from me,
Our relationship is just virtual and not long ago, but I can see that something is no longer going well between you and me. 
You've been reading my love messages since yesterday morning but you don't answer them. 
You're like mute. 
I know why I hurt, because I have a lot of feelings for you. 
If you knew how attached I am to you, my loving soul mate Marc. 
I feel like a big ball in my stomach, that of losing you. 
I read the card draw a hundred times to know if you will come back to me, my love Marc. 
Me, who was so happy after your return. 
There I admit, I'm hitting rock bottom. 
My soul is torn and my heart cracked more and more because you are the flame of my life. 
I love you so much, my Marc d'amour, that I lose all my serenity. 
I no longer know what to do or what to say to you so that you will answer me and come back to me. 
I don't know what's going on in your head and in your heart. 
Do you really want to hurt me when it was you who came to me, to declare your sweet love to me. 
I don't want to own you or suffocate you but tell me if it's over between us. 
I need to know how you feel my sweet love. 
We were supposed to get married and today you ignore me like I never existed. 
You stole my heart Marc. 
I didn't ask to fall so in love with you and here you abandon me when I need you so much. 
I want you to know that I don't care about your money and your luxurious life. 
I just would like to experience happiness with you in my life my tender love. 
If you don't want me anymore, tell me because I suffer too much waiting for you. 
I know that you are not a bad man but I have the right to know where we are in our relationship and in our marriage plan because at the moment, I feel completely lost. 
Because I miss you so cruelly my sweet love, know that I cannot forget you. 

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