I’m not enough

I can’t forget about you, it’s fuckin me up

Percs help with the pain when I’m stuck in my cup

I fucking hate you

But I still feel your touch every time that I’m numb

I gave her all my love, she said I’m not enough

Now my new love’s these drugs, yeah, they keep me tough

Broken heart, scarred soul, don’t think I’ll ever be whole

Pour another cup, let it numb my soul

Late nights, lonely fights, can’t shake these thoughts

I reach for pills and highs just to forget what I lost

Every tear, every scar, yeah it’s part of the game

Fuck love, fuck trust, nothing ever stays the same

Met her in the dark, thought she’d heal my pain

Now my nights are empty, only memories remain

I was off some Percs, trying not to feel insane

Every text unanswered, love turned to shame

I gave my heart away, she threw it on the floor

Said she needed space, then she slammed the door

Now I’m leaning on this lean just to even the score

Life’s a fucked-up movie, can’t trust her anymore

Eyes bloodshot red, I’m pacing the room

Heartbeats echo loud like a deathly boom

Tryna find peace in the haze and the gloom

But love left me broken, can’t lift this tomb

I write my pain in melodies, it’s all I know

Pop another pill, let my feelings overflow

She said forever, now I’m solo

Fuck love, fuck lies, nothing real to show

I gave her all my love, she said I’m not enough

Now my new love’s these drugs, yeah, they keep me tough

Broken heart, scarred soul, don’t think I’ll ever be whole

Pour another cup, let it numb my soul

Late nights, lonely fights, can’t shake these thoughts

I reach for pills and highs just to forget what I lost

Every tear, every scar, yeah it’s part of the game

Fuck love, fuck trust, nothing ever stays the same

Every girl the same, got me questioning me

Say they want love, then they ghost endlessly

I sip the drank slow, yeah it’s bittersweet

Tryna mend a heart that refuses to beat

Memories cut deep like a jagged knife

Pills in my hand, they’re my new life

Highs come easy, but the lows still bite

Every sleepless night turns into another fight

I don’t trust smiles, don’t believe words

Love is just pain dressed up in birds

I look at the stars, but the sky’s absurd

Empty room echoes every single curse

I gave my all, yeah, I went too far

Now I’m healing my pain in a bottle and car

Fucked-up emotions, yeah they leave scars

But the drugs keep me warm while I count my mars

If I overdose, hope you feel it too

All the nights I cried, I wrote just for you

Love came and left, now I’m stuck in the blue

Every pill, every cup, yeah I pushed it through

I don’t chase love, love chase me down

Took my heart, threw it in the ground

I sing my pain till the world spins around

Fuck love, fuck trust, nothing real to be found

I gave her all my love, she said I’m not enough

Now my new love’s these drugs, yeah, they keep me tough

Broken heart, scarred soul, don’t think I’ll ever be whole

Pour another cup, let it numb my soul