[Verse 1]
I used to hold doors
Text back too fast
Wait up all night
For a call that never came back
I wore my heart
Like a bright red stain
Saying "I got you"
They just took my name in vain
They called me safe
They called me sweet
Till they got bored
Left me talking to the street
So I dug a hole
In the back of my mind
Laid some flowers
For the boy I left behind
[Chorus]
I shot the nice guy dead
He ain't coming home
Laid him in the dirt
Marked the grave with a stone
I gave up on love
Carved it into my bones
If this is how it ends
I'd rather be alone
I shot the nice guy dead
Let his halo rust
Every promise that I kept
Turned to broken trust
I gave up on love
Turned my heart to stone
If this is what it takes
I'd rather be alone (yeah)
[Verse 2]
Used to write long texts
Erase, rewrite
Try to sound strong
But still polite
Used to say "it's fine"
When it cut too deep
Cry in my car
Then drive home on no sleep
They liked my light
Till it showed their flaws
Then blamed my pain
On my "needy" calls
So I cleaned that shrine
In the back of my head
Put the crown in the trash
Left that version for dead
[Chorus]
I shot the nice guy dead
He ain't coming home
Laid him in the dirt
Marked the grave with a stone
I gave up on love
Carved it into my bones
If this is how it ends
I'd rather be alone
I shot the nice guy dead
Let his halo rust
Every promise that I kept
Turned to broken trust
I gave up on love
Turned my heart to stone
If this is what it takes
I'd rather be alone
[Bridge]
Tell me, what did kindness get me?
Cold sheets, ghosted calls, and envy
Every time I bled, they left me
Now my own heart don't respect me (nah)
So when that echo in my chest
Started begging me to stay
I just raised my tired hands
Blew that version away
[Chorus]
I shot the nice guy dead
He ain't coming home
Laid him in the dirt
Marked the grave with a stone
I gave up on love
Carved it into my bones
If this is how it ends
I'd rather be alone
I shot the nice guy dead
Let his halo rust
Every promise that I kept
Turned to broken trust
I gave up on love
Turned my heart to stone
If this is what it takes
I'd rather be alone
[Outro]
No more "maybe they'll change"
No more waiting by the phone
I buried who I was for them
Now I'd rather die alone