Used to love

(Verse 1)

3 AM, empty bottle by my side

Fourth night straight that I couldn't hide these tears I've cried

Woke up this morning with that same damn ache

Another woman in my life just another goddamn mistake

Gave you my damn soul, every piece of me

Gave her everything I had, left me fucking empty

Now I'm hollow inside, can barely fucking breathe

My pockets drained, my soul stained, tears plenty

Chorus

I'm used to your love, but it hurts like hell

Used to this bullshit, but I can't take no more

Used to your touch, under your fucking spell

Used to the heartache, but I'm closing the door

Used to the pain when you walk out that door

Used to the pain, yeah it cut me so deep

Used to begging you to love me more

Nights alone crying myself to sleep

(Verse 2)

You swore it was forever, looked me in my eyes

They smile in your face while they dig in your chest

Each promise just another one of your beautiful lies

Take your heart out, throw it down, stomp it to death

I'm so goddamn tired of feeling used

I'm so damn tired of being treated like shit

When all I ever did was worship you

Pour out my love, and what do I get? Not a bit

(Verse 3)

Silk sheets still warm from where your body laid

Sweet words like poison dripping from her lips

But your heart was always cold, making me afraid

While she's plotting her exit, relationship RIP

How many times did I fall for those sweet words?

Fuck all the promises, fuck all the lies

While you were out there making me look absurd

Behind those beautiful eyes, a devil in disguise

(Bridge)

Your scent lingers on my skin

Cold nights, dark thoughts spinning in my head

This pain cuts so deep within

Memories of her body still fresh in my bed

My soul's still crying out your name

This pain in my chest won't let me breathe

But loving you is nothing but pain

Can't believe I let her do this shit to me

Goddamn, why can't I let you go?

Learned my lesson the hardest fucking way

When all you do is hurt me so

Each scar on my heart got something to say

(Chorus)

(Verse 4)

You drained me dry of everything I had to give

I was the fool who would answer every call

Left me so damn empty, wondering how to live

Give her my last dollar, catch her every fall

I was your shelter, your comfort in the night

Now I'm drowning in this misery she left behind

While you were plotting your next fucking flight

Broken pieces of me that I'm struggling to find

(Verse 5)

Through these tears I'm finally seeing clear

Sick of these women treating love like a game

No more drowning in whiskey and fear

Using me up then forgetting my name

No more giving you this broken heart of mine

No more Mr. Nice Guy, that man is dead

Just to watch you crush it time after time

Building these walls higher around me instead

Still wake up reaching for you in my bed

Sometimes in the silence I still hear her voice

Still haunted by the cruel shit you said

Reminding me that loneliness is still a choice

But I won't let you use me anymore

Even if it leaves me shattered on the floor

(Chorus)