Oh, dread remix

The edges blur, the world's just shifting sand,
A whisper starts, and empty feeling I can't stand.
The future looms, a canvas dark and vast,
And every brushstroke seems designed to last
A lifetime drawn in shades of aching gray,
Where what will be just steals the damn light away.
A shiver runs beneath my fragile skin,
For what's to come, it's screaming out from within.
Will love still stay when storms begin to brew?
Will fake fade, and loyalty undo?
Each fucking thread of hope begins to fray,
And fear, a cold choke hold on my throat, 
grips me tighter day by day. 
The "what ifs" rise, a terrifying tide,
Where every choice leaves pieces of me cast aside.
Will anger flare, a wildfire out of hand?
Will trust dissolve like castles built on sand?
The path ahead, a maze I can't foresee,
Lost in the fog of what might come to me.
This choke hold now needs just to break,
The need to be free with the air on my face. 
The solid ground gives way to this swirling doubt,
And every corner holds secrets threatening to pour out, 
Oh, future you're dark, your mystery is what I most dread,
The silent fears eat me, with what lies ahead.

Aggressive  with heavy bass drops, rap, metal, nu metal, hardcore