Untitled

How did we get here in this place never realized when It came to you  I would be someone of disgrace.I thought you would never Choose to erase if nothing else. The friendship we have foundation already laid.. Bricks in place with nothing else. 
 Stop allowing the others To rearrange or Impededing the bond  with a verbal beating to obscene you know what imean  To demean anything no one else was able to bring to the table   or would possibly be able to dismantle  you trust in ne now at minimum not ample then one day the look on your face gave a small tidbit to sample  and  i couldn't handle the shit to arise in your eyes and then one day  I saw something different when I looked into your face.a situation of continuous conversation  without arrangement showed up now we are in this abstract or  unsure kinda of place..
You left me out in  the cold Even thought no matter what happened, I always would be a part of the fold. Never gave me a chance to represent myself. But what you did was
Stop me, block me. You hung our friendship of kinship on the shelf that shocked me. Whether we were together or whatever you would not ever think i turn my  back or fink on you and would always know  No matter what you did I always should have your back because i was always going have your back To expect  for you to be there for me, too.. Promises got broken. When you decided to open the door and listen to the ones who .. 
Said I was lazy. I thought it was so amazing contagious and convoluted Putting me in the position  and then conditioned to be booted uprooted from your heart then your feeling for you to think I was shady..
 
Pops I'm so sorry I never knew how I made you feel no one told me the magnificent friendship I'd actually would have with you. How much I held in regard on how you felt but I think what you dont know my intentions  were to stop the shit that I found out was being weaved together to make you seem counterfeit put you in some bullshit so I called my self your shield  to stop what was going to be dropped on you because to me you we the prize I felt you gave me.the best example of ride or die and then it happened they made you believe some bullshit because they lied

R & b chopped and screwed  dripping with sex and hypnotic beats