Whiplash

## [Verse 1]
Empty fuckin' bottles scatter 'cross the floor
Memories of her still bleeding through the door
Four walls closing in, this ain't home no more
Just a goddamn prison where I'm serving time for war
Sheets still smell like her, can't wash the scent away
Mind fucked up on thoughts I can't keep at bay
Hands shake as I pour another drink
Drowning in this ocean of shit that made me sink
## [Hook]
Coming home to nothing but these broken dreams
Silence so damn loud it makes my ears bleed
The love I thought was real was just a fuckin' lie
Now I'm just a ghost in these rooms, watching life pass by
Watching life pass by...
## [Verse 2]
Phone lit up that night, showed me all her dirt
Messages to him while I was putting in work
"I miss you," "Need you," shit I never got to hear
While I was building us a life with sweat and tears
Felt my heart shatter, wondering 'bout my son
Is he even mine or was this all just done?
Goddamn messages burned into my skull
Left me hollow, broken, feeling fuckin' null
## [Bridge]
(Painful, almost whispered delivery)
Some nights I drive to the edge of the coast
Wondering if the pain would end if I just let go
But my boy's face flashes before my eyes
The only truth in a world built on lies
## [Verse 3]
Tears stain these walls more than the fuckin' rain
Body numb from carrying all this pain
Mornings are the worst, waking up alone
Reaching for someone who's never coming home
She took everything but left the wedding frame
Smashed that shit to pieces, glass cutting my veins
Blood dripping down like the tears I can't stop
Rock bottom feels like home now, no way back to the top
## [Outro]
Coming home to this emptiness I gotta face
West Coast sunset fading like the love we erased
In this melancholy, somehow I survive
For my son, only reason I'm still alive...

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