Irreplaceable the Worst of Me

You’re uncomparable… irreplaceable…

Uncomparable… irreplaceable…

If this is the end of me

Would you still stay?

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You’re uncomparable, irreplaceable

And I feel disposable

Crying in a room alone

Swear I got nowhere to go

Pain echoing, stereo

Every thought unbearable

Say I’ll end up on my own

Guess I built this hell I know

I been actin’ unstable

She don’t want me lately

Mirror says I’m broken

Voices say they hate me

Fell apart in slow motion

Still I fake composure

Love you like a ghost does

Close but never closer

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This is the end

I been pretending I’m emotionally open

Running in circles

I’m high on the fear of the moment

I hide my scars in the rhythm

But they still sing

Every time you say my name

It ruins me

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Could you love me at my worst?

When it burns?

When it hurts?

When I swear I’m cursed?

You’re irreplaceable

I’m unstable

We’re beautiful and fatal

Could you love me if I fall?

If I lose it all?

If I answer every call

From the darkness in my skull?

You’re uncomparable

I’m unbearable

But I still want you close

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Don’t try to call, do not disturb

I’m fighting ghosts you never heard

Angels watching, demons flirt

Every memory still burns

Maybe I’m the best mistake

You ever made, you can’t erase

Say my name, I suffocate

Love and fear share the same face

You try to fix me, I fracture

Pressure turns into rapture

Kiss me like it’s disaster

Promise me it won’t matter

I showed you parts no one sees

Now you’re tangled in me

If I drown in my dreams

Would you still let me breathe?

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If this is the end of me

Don’t let it end quietly

Sit in the wreckage beside me

Tell me I’m more than anxiety

Maybe I’m not beyond repair

Maybe I’m just scared

Maybe love is learning

Someone stays when you’re bare

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Could you love me at my worst?

Through the curse?

Through the blur?

When I’m losing who I was first?

You’re irreplaceable

I’m unstable

Still you hold me like I’m sacred

If I break in your arms

Don’t run from the storm

Tell me I’m worth saving

Even shapeless, even torn

You’re uncomparable

I’m unbearable

But I’m still here

Still here

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You’re uncomparable…

Irreplaceable…

If this is the end of me…

Stay…