Old Thoughts

[Intro – Spoken / Whispered]  
Aisle 9.  
Frozen dinners.  
She said, “Hey.”  
And I forgot how to breathe.

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[Verse 1]  
I saw her by the cereal, lookin’ like a dream  
Same black boots, same ripped-up jeans  
She smiled like nothin’ ever went wrong  
But my chest caved in like a wrecked love song  

She said, “How’ve you been?” with that crooked grin  
I said, “Still fucked up, still wearin’ thin”  
We laughed too loud, like we used to do  
But the silence after hit like déjà vu  

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[Pre-Chorus]  
Old thoughts, like knives in my brain  
She smelled like heartbreak and summer rain  
I wanted to scream, I wanted to stay  
But I just said, “Yeah, I’m okay”

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[Chorus]  
Old thoughts in a checkout line  
She touched my arm and I lost my spine  
I swore I was over it, swear I was fine  
But she said my name and I crossed that line  

Old thoughts like a car crash kiss  
She said, “You look good,” and I tasted bliss  
I paid for my shit, didn’t say goodbye  
Now I’m screaming her name to the sky  

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[Verse 2]  
She asked if I still write those songs  
I said, “Only when the pain’s too strong”  
She laughed and said, “That sounds like you”  
And I bled inside like I always do  

She grabbed a bottle of cheap red wine  
I remembered nights when that was mine  
She said, “I’m happy now,” and I said, “Cool”  
But my heart played dead like a goddamn fool  

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[Pre-Chorus]  
Old thoughts, like ghosts in my bed  
She smiled and the past filled my head  
I wanted to run, I wanted to cry  
But I just said, “Take care, alright?”

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[Chorus]  
Old thoughts in a checkout line  
She touched my arm and I lost my spine  
I swore I was over it, swear I was fine  
But she said my name and I crossed that line  

Old thoughts like a car crash kiss  
She said, “You look good,” and I tasted bliss  
I paid for my shit, didn’t say goodbye  
Now I’m screaming her name to the sky  

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[Bridge – Screamed / Melodic Breakdown]  
I hate that I still want her back  
I hate that I still feel the crack  
I hate that I still write her name  
On every goddamn song I claim  

[Guitar solo]

[Final Chorus – Stripped then Explosive]  
Old thoughts in a checkout line  
She touched my arm and I lost my spine  
I swore I was over it, swear I was fine  
But she said my name and I crossed that line  

Old thoughts like a car crash kiss  
She said, “You look good,” and I tasted bliss  
I paid for my shit, didn’t say goodbye  
Now I’m screaming her name to the sky  

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[Outro – Spoken / Fading Echo]  
Aisle 9.  
Frozen dinners.  
She said, “Hey.”  
And I still haven’t healed.

Emo trap, emo rap, nu-gaze, post-hardcore fusion, rage male vocals