Normal like you

Don't stand too close to me
When im crying in the bathroom 
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I have masks to hide behind 
Do you need one, too

I know how to replace my tears with tap water
I can grit my teeth till all you see
Is a smile
I light up the room with small talk
Don't worry, I'm fine
I could be normal like you
Just let me grab this mask
Out my back pocket

[Verse]
Don't want to fight flight or fawn
Anymore 
They said what doesn't kill you 
Only makes you stronger
But my body keeps the score

Then comes the words that 
Won't shut up
Talking out the side 
Of my neck to you
Ideas of grandeur galore 
We're tripping over unfinished
Projects on my floor

[Bridge]
Crumpled up and crying at 4 a.m.

Rapid speech on the phone
To my mom again
I hope she doesn't think 
I'm on drugs this time
There's just so much to say
Then she'll tell me I'll be fine
As I wait patiently for
The pills to kick in
 
[Verse]
Don't want to fight flight or fawn
Anymore 
They said what doesn't kill you 
Only makes you stronger
But my body keeps the score

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