End of Life

We me on a Thursday night it was dark and raining

She held my hand high felt like I was floating

Got butterflies in my tummy feeling so light

Making me nervous I felt like I could die

Help me with your kiss, your touch is all I need

My plan is for you to just come, with, me,

I’ll love you forever and I’ll never stray

Come to my bed and layyyy

My hands felt numb in the morning and where did she go

My mind drew these blanks like I didn’t already know

I got up and dressed went down the stairs

Saw her kissing my friend from upstairs

I Left her stunned we locked eyes betrayal had begun

I saw her grabbing her tightly like lighting a match to my heart

The fire has started and I’ll falling apart

Crying in the bathroom stall, my echoes down the hall

Tears falling down my cheeks like a damn waterfall

I’m weak, I’m terrified can I hide where’s my mind how can I survive

Weeks go by and I’m by myself cleaning out my room

Haven’t heard from her in weeks wonder if she’s doomed

Oh well not my problem she chose this life

Hope she’s doing okay ha, that was a lie

My mind drew these pictures in my head of the day my life ended

They said

I Left her stunned we locked eyes betrayal had begun

I saw her grabbing her tightly like lighting a match to my heart

The fire has started and I’ll falling apart

Crying in the bathroom stall, my echoes down the hall

Tears falling down my cheeks like a damn waterfall

I’m weak, I’m terrified can I hide where’s my mind how can I survive