First off to whom it may concern I'm tripping with the homies waiting for my turn In the mean time she don't want to be mine I don't know what to do with my free time See i hate to say it don't know who to tell The more I try to get up I always fell Like my heart fail I refuse to go to dark hell I'm tired of being the loser but I seem to play the part well Slowly but surely I'm a find my place All I went through I never lost my faith My fate it's always been in God's hands I'm trying to get even all this time I've been the odd man All alone I just needed someone to be there Much love family Ojeda showing me that someone really cares I'm aware I'm so blessed I see that now Nevertheless it's so hard to get up when you been so down For now I'm trying to get by God give me strength because I got shit piled this high I get high it puts me in another set of mind If not depression I tend to find Thinking about death I ain't going to lie Taking my last breath yes I'm not afraid to die Borracholoco It started long ago best part of my life I was with my girls I was with my wife But now I'm all alone with all these thoughts up in my dome Telling all these demons to leave me alone Don't tempt me because I'm ready right now to leave this fuckin world But the worst thing for me is to leave my girls Like break my heart again seeing tears on their face I'm about to give up instead leave you amazed Let me find my place I'm never alone God said I'm still here way back fouts was worn You still loyal with the bolts Lakers and Padres Even put on chingo bling chinga su Madre La migra that's Latin rap conference And I'm thinking wow God been with me through all this That's love there all the losing and the Lakers rings So I'm a stay right here don't let the fat lady sing It's not over I thought I told ya Sometimes I rhyme drunk sometimes I rhyme sober That's from grab the bottle original verse in 95 not rapping 30 years I was busy with my nine to five And my life it's good to be alive Like nike just do it because it's do or die It's do or die So you might as well try take the easy way out And you're not going to fly When you die Just sink straight to hell I know life is hard Oh well It's do or die literally you here for a reason All praise to God it's fuck the devil season Do or die I'm not afraid to die Reason why My father in the sky Borracholoco Nothing to prove Die Something new Jasadacatmarmusic