First off to whom it may concern
I'm tripping with the homies waiting for my turn
In the mean time she don't want to be mine
I don't know what to do with my free time
See i hate to say it don't know who to tell
The more I try to get up I always fell
Like my heart fail I refuse to go to dark hell
I'm tired of being the loser but I seem to play the part well
Slowly but surely I'm a find my place
All I went through I never lost my faith
My fate it's always been in God's hands
I'm trying to get even all this time I've been the odd man
All alone I just needed someone to be there
Much love family Ojeda showing me that someone really cares
I'm aware I'm so blessed I see that now
Nevertheless it's so hard to get up when you been so down
For now I'm trying to get by
God give me strength because I got shit piled this high
I get high it puts me in another set of mind
If not depression I tend to find
Thinking about death I ain't going to lie
Taking my last breath yes I'm not afraid to die
Borracholoco
It started long ago best part of my life
I was with my girls I was with my wife
But now I'm all alone with all these thoughts up in my dome
Telling all these demons to leave me alone
Don't tempt me because I'm ready right now to leave this fuckin world
But the worst thing for me is to leave my girls
Like break my heart again seeing tears on their face
I'm about to give up instead leave you amazed
Let me find my place I'm never alone
God said I'm still here way back fouts was worn
You still loyal with the bolts Lakers and Padres
Even put on chingo bling chinga su Madre
La migra that's Latin rap conference
And I'm thinking wow God been with me through all this
That's love there all the losing and the Lakers rings
So I'm a stay right here don't let the fat lady sing
It's not over I thought I told ya
Sometimes I rhyme drunk sometimes I rhyme sober
That's from grab the bottle original verse in 95
not rapping 30 years I was busy with my nine to five
And my life it's good to be alive
Like nike just do it because it's do or die
It's do or die
So you might as well try
take the easy way out
And you're not going to fly
When you die
Just sink straight to hell
I know life is hard
Oh well
It's do or die literally you here for a reason
All praise to God it's fuck the devil season
Do or die
I'm not afraid to die
Reason why
My father in the sky
Borracholoco
Nothing to prove
Die
Something new
Jasadacatmarmusic