[Guitar Solo] [Violin Solo] [Pre Chorus] When I am feeling down I look to the grounds To walk around I try to stay proud But most times there is no sound [Chorus] Suicide is vital Suicide is on my mind Suicide captivates me Suicide is spins round in my head. [Verse] Each day passes by where I don't want to be alive this is on my mind daily the thoughts of suicide humbles me so I can be made free from this lifestyle around me I struggle daily to rationalize my thinking so my mind starts sinking to the depths of the darkness so I can achieve blackness. [Verse] People say I preach suicide for attention this isn't my intention do you know what it feels like to have darkness in my mind I rarely feel happy am always sad which turns into madness my head's full of sadness I just can't seem to grasp the clasp to keep me tired down to being alive. [Verse] I am broken everyday I just try to pray and find something to save me so I can be a survivor of the suicidal tendencies but I just keep melting into liquidation this is the invasion of the thoughts rushing into paving my pathway to forever peace and less suffering. [Verse] I don't understand why these thoughts hold me prisoner am aiming to jump from the peninsula into the deeper sees I seek for my own ending because am tiered trying to mend i can't cope with this anymore it's getting to much and making me feel such sadness intertwined with madness. [Chorus] Suicide is vital Suicide is on my mind Suicide captivates me Suicide is spins round in my head [Verse] It feels like my thoughts are rushing through my head pushing me to the sides of death but it's not my time yet so I have to try to express how I feel to understand what healing means I feel sick to my stomach and numb to my bones I try to share my depressive tones but no one has time to listen. [Verse] Am tripping myself up in life choosing my exit via the knife as my emotions are causing crimes inside the mind this isn' a kind feeling it's very hard to navigate this feeling through life but I know my heads dead and my body and soul have left but the heart keeps beating so I not defeated. [Verse] I am attempting to revive myself so I can stay alive as I know my times not right am loosing sight of the darkness and starting to see light so my head kicks back to make me realise your life is a prize even tho you feel it's priceless as the thought of suicide misfire through the brain waves and wires. [Verse] We all feel low sometimes others fail to revive and end up dead but my head won't allow me as I have a purpose to be hear for life I will never figure out why but it's saved from dieing when am lying down to the darkness lights swarm me like the fireflies on a summer's night so I need to stay tight and get myself fixed to help other pick up there broken pieces of sticks. [Chorus] Suicide is vital Suicide is on my mind Suicide captivates me Suicide is spins round in my head. The arrival of survival is vital to help me forfill.