Anxiety snippet

Lately my anxiety been taking control

I tried to fight it……and still feel like I’m losing my hold……

I get excited every-time I make it outta that zone

I nearly froze-I almost lost all hope

But that’s the ropes

I’m tryna find that balance -between feeling low and knowing I’m the goat.

Scandalous trope…….

My thoughts been seeming loud, but when I speak-I choke

Can never talk about it, there’s silence within the power, I’m not a coward-I just find a challenge when I’m without it,

My Glock is my only friend, but I stay away from the violence-

I’ve seen things……..

The typa shit you only see on the screens….

Thought I was schizophrenic?

I ain’t hearing voices, that’s just the sound as my anxiety screams-!