Anxiety snippet

Lately my anxiety been taking control
I tried to fight it……and still feel like I’m losing my hold……
I get excited every-time I make it outta that zone
I nearly froze-I almost lost all hope
But that’s the ropes
I’m tryna find that balance -between feeling low and knowing I’m the goat.
Scandalous trope…….
My thoughts been seeming loud, but when I speak-I choke
Can never talk about it, there’s silence within the power, I’m not a coward-I just find a challenge when I’m without it,
My Glock is my only friend, but I stay away from the violence-
I’ve seen things……..
The typa shit you only see on the screens….
Thought I was schizophrenic?
I ain’t hearing voices, that’s just the sound as my anxiety screams-!

Hip hop, lofi