Demons & Trauma

(Intro – melodic)

Yeah…

I got demons, I got trauma

All these memories, they haunt us

Told me lies, said you were honest

Now I’m drownin’ in the drama

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(Verse 1 – rap)

You played me like a game, I was blind to the red flags

Told me that you love me, then you vanished with your bags

Said I’m the only one, guess I’m just one of the last

‘Cause you had a hundred faces, all of ’em wearin’ a mask

I gave you my soul, gave you my time

You gave me pain, gave me a lie

Now I’m stuck writin’ these verses at night

Feelin’ the weight, I can’t even cry

Now I’m numb, yeah, I’m sick of pretendin’

You were fake love dressed as a blessing

Cut me deep, girl, why’d you send it?

Now I’m just broken, mind ain’t mendin’

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(Chorus – melodic + emotional)

Demons and trauma, they talk in my head

Sayin’ “she never loved you,” and I know what they meant

You fed me lies, girl, straight to my face

Now I’m runnin’ from ghosts that I still can’t erase

Yeah, I’m sick of the lies

Sick of the games, sick of your disguise

Demons and trauma, yeah, they stay alive

While you’re out there livin’ like I never tried

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(Verse 2 – rap)

Told you my secrets, you turned ’em to weapons

Now I’m out here with trust as a question

You said forever, but girl, what’s the lesson?

Love is a war, and you taught me aggression

Texts that you sent, I replay ‘em and wince

“Miss you forever” — now it makes no sense

You loved attention, I was just next

Now I’m just scribbles you left on a bench

I won’t beg, I won’t plead

I won’t fall for that need

You broke me down piece by piece

Now watch me rise while you sink deep

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(Chorus – repeat)

Demons and trauma, they talk in my head

Sayin’ “she never loved you,” and I know what they meant

You fed me lies, girl, straight to my face

Now I’m runnin’ from ghosts that I still can’t erase

Yeah, I’m sick of the lies

Sick of the games, sick of your disguise

Demons and trauma, yeah, they stay alive

While you’re out there livin’ like I never tried

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(Outro – melodic whisper)

No more lies, no more pain

I’ll build new skies from all this rain

You had your chance, now feel the flame

Demons and trauma, but I won’t break

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