Alone

I might end up all alone

I can’t seem to find what’s hidden in my dome

There’s darkness swirling inside my home

Always running my insecurities

Sleeping during the day cuz shadows arise to try and scare me

Whispers linger in my ears

Struggling to get a grip on my fears

Hatred rising inside it’s bringing me to tears

I might end up all alone

I can’t seem to find what’s hidden in my dome

There’s darkness swirling inside my home

Always running my insecurities

Sleeping during the day cuz shadows arise to try and scare me

Whispers linger in my ears

Struggling to get a grip on my fears

Hatred rising inside it’s bringing me to tears

Alone with my thoughts

Alone with the materialistic items that I bought

Drowning in my sorrow that’s the battle I’ve always fought

Satan brings his demons to have them taunt

All the pain I receive isn’t what I want

Close my eyes to be released from my chains

Stuck inside this unfamiliarity of happiness

Might be the feeling of gangrenous

Speaking with shadows in their native tongue to tell me I’m running out of luck

I might end up all alone

I can’t seem to find what’s hidden in my dome

There’s darkness swirling inside my home

Always running my insecurities

Sleeping during the day cuz shadows arise to try and scare me

Whispers linger in my ears

Struggling to get a grip on my fears

Hatred rising inside it’s bringing me to tears

I might end up all alone

I can’t seem to find what’s hidden in my dome

There’s darkness swirling inside my home

Always running my insecurities

Sleeping during the day cuz shadows arise to try and scare me

Whispers linger in my ears

Struggling to get a grip on my fears

Hatred rising inside it’s bringing me to tears

Trying to get out of my head

In that negative space I find the dread

Feeling like I’m just an option and not a priority

Can’t figure out why I live so horribly

Think about therapy but that don’t sound right

Even if I’ve got love still seems I wanna die

At the end of that tunnel I’ll never see the light

People claim to be my friend only to leave me at the end

Wish I could say that I care

We all know that life isn’t fair

Dropping people from my life cuz they don’t wanna change

Always say that I’m the problem

No longer care that I’m feeling numb

No longer having any fun

I try to find the words to talk but my mind draws a blank

So far lost inside the clouds and don’t feel like coming down

If I’m the reason that you frown then I’ll gladly wear that crown

Only full of sorrows and tired of waking up to tomorrows

Stay awake even when I wanna sleep

See that I live without a script

Still walking alone inside this crypt

Closing my eyes hoping my throat is slit

Blood be draining in the ditch

I might end up all alone

I can’t seem to find what’s hidden in my dome

There’s darkness swirling inside my home

Always running my insecurities

Sleeping during the day cuz shadows arise to try and scare me

Whispers linger in my ears

Struggling to get a grip on my fears

Hatred rising inside it’s bringing me to tears