[Verse 1] I said I’d be stronger this time Swore I wouldn’t cross that line Promised You and promised myself I’d finally leave it all behind But the weight of my old ways Still knows how to pull me in I wear regret like second skin And call it “trying” once again I run when I feel ashamed Hide when I don’t feel worthy I hear the echo of my name And wonder why You still call me I build my walls with fear and doubt Convince my heart I’m too far gone But every road that leads me out Just brings me back where I belong [Pre-Chorus] I thought mercy had a limit Thought grace would run out on me But love was waiting in the silence Right where I used to be [Chorus] So here I am again On my knees, hands open wide No excuses, no pretending No more places left to hide Just a heart that needs Your grace And a soul You never left I fell, but You stayed So here I am again [Verse 2] I replay every failure Every moment I fell short I measure scars and call them proof That I don’t deserve Your hope But You don’t see me how I do You don’t keep count of all my wrongs You see a child coming home You hear a prayer inside my songs I tried to earn what You give free Tried to fix what grace already healed I thought repentance meant I’d bleed Before forgiveness could be real But You met me with open arms Not a lecture, not a list Just love that didn’t ask me why Just mercy that refused to quit [Pre-Chorus] I don’t come with promises I can’t swear I won’t fall I just know You’ll meet me Every single time I call [Chorus] So here I am again With my failures in the light No mask, no hiding Just truth tonight I don’t deserve this love But You give it nonetheless I fell, but You stayed So here I am again [Bridge] If grace had an ending I’d have reached it by now If mercy was earned I’d be nowhere around But every time I break Every time I bend You don’t push me away You pull me back in Not once, not twice Not only when I’m strong But every single time I prove You right and me wrong You don’t label me “failure” You don’t call me my sin You just whisper my name And say, “Come back again” [Bridge – Build] I’ve been lost I’ve been weak I’ve been everything I said I’d never be Still You wait Still You stay Still You love me Anyway [Final Chorus] So here I am again Not because I’m brave But because Your mercy Outran my shame Every fall, every flaw Every tear I couldn’t hide I fell, but You stayed Right here by my side So here I am again Breathing grace instead of fear Learning You were never gone Even when You felt unclear I don’t come with strength or pride Just faith that hasn’t left I fell, but You stayed So here I am again [Outro] I’m not perfect I never was I’m just standing In endless love Here I am again

Here I Am Again (InfiniteHymns)