tourist lll

In my head I see a dark path theres a disease in my mind I can’t get rid of , its about time 
To put out the fire to get out the way of what’s really real
Im just a tourist, visiting a place I don’t know I want to ask questions but don’t know who to talk too, wondering if it’s okay to live like this and stay the same or change directions like I have to


I wanna love myself my mind hates that thinking it’s a villain in a movie like it can control me I try and decide if it’s my time or if it’s the right time to make a rhyme about the darkness inside me I’m just a tourist, I’m just a tourist, I’m just a 
Tourist 
I’m just a tourist, a tourist, I’m just a tourist, in my mind 

Look in the mirror and see someone else, I have a darkness inside it’s eating my mind and I try and pass the time I ignore it till it becomes clear that its not going away I have to take time to take my mind, sit down and have a talk tell it things make it see that I can’t take it anymore if it wants to die then let it die I won’t go without a fight 
I know where I am now it can’t control me I’m sorry if I seem selfish but this is the only way I can get through to myself I’m just a tourist in my mind, I’m a tourist, you think I want a be this way no, I’m a tourist 
I’m just a tourist, a tourist, I’m just a tourist 
A tourist 
[Female Vocal]

Deep 808s and Atmospheric Synths, pop, ambient, dark ambient, female, experimental synth