Voice in my Head

Voice in my head…

The voices won’t go, telling me to do it

You call me stupid, call me insane

But little do you know that I’m playing your game.

The game you call lust, the game I call trust.

To you it was always a must

To have me on your team,

I couldn’t dream of anything better —

But you proved me wrong

And showed me I don’t belong

In the game you called lust

But the lust was long gone…

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I can’t sleep, I can’t eat

I just wanna see you die

And hear your heartbeat fade… fade away.

I don’t wanna hear a sound

When I put you in the ground

Next to your dog, this is where you belong.

The voices won’t go, telling me to do it

You call me stupid, call me insane

But little do you know that I’m playing your game.

Dug a 6 foot hole, no you can’t control

When I see your soul fly… fly away.

As I watch your body slowly decay,

I reminisce on what we had

We were so glad

But then it got bad real fast

But then I gasped and caught a breath

And said that that’s in the past — it wouldn’t last…

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[Verse 2 – NEW (Completed)

Now I’m staring at the moon with a shovel in my hand,

Blood on my mind, but you won’t understand.

You broke what was sacred,

Twisted my heart,

Now every sweet word you said

Rips me apart…

Your ghost in my phone,

Your scent in the sheets,

But you ain’t an angel —

You a demon that feeds.

Told me I’m the problem,

But baby, you lit the spark,

Now I’m baptizing my pain

In the cold, dead dark…

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You should’ve left me alone.

You should’ve told the truth.

But now your silence

Screams louder than a noose.

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I don’t sleep, I don’t feel,

You already sealed the deal…

You laughed while I bled —

Now your name’s in red…

No more games, no more lies,

Just a cold look in your lifeless eyes…

The voices said you’d pay —

And now you lay

Where you belong…

Fade away.

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Voice in my head…

You called me insane.

But I was just playing…

Your game.